Im not that good to update….if you know what I mean but today one person made me write cuz I got so many thoughts in my head right now. The person is Michael Jackson.
I saw the movie “This is it” tonight and everybody have to see that movie! The feeling that I got during the movie was mixed with happiness, admiration, frustration, sadness and inspiration.
When MJ enters the stage he owns it and I really mean OWNS IT! The spirit that he has, the feeling that he has and the presence he has is amazing. I do adore him!
The way he sang human nature….it makes me shiver. He´s a perfectionism…about his music. He knows every note, every instrument, every vocal and every move and everything comes from his heart. He´s trully happy when he´s on stage. You can see him smile like never before when he hears the beat of his songs. His moves that only he can do right and his voice that no one ever can compare to tells that he´s happy.
It makes me sad to see all the rehearsals from the concert that never will be seen in real life. All that work for everybody who has been involved. The concert was his last mission, and it became the mission impossible…
He wanted to give his fans something that they never experienced before, everything should be spectacular and everything was planed.
He will always live through his music and that´s something that never will disappear….
Yesterday we had our school party in Kristianstad. I had a good time with my classmates and what I like about my class is that nearly everyone went all the way to Kristianstad just to have a good time together, I like my class!! The only thing I didnt like was the “long trip”. When you´ve been partying all night long you don´t want to sit on a bus in like 1,5-2 hours just to get home, but we hade a fun night and even on the buss in the middle of the night, we had fun=)
Finally when we got back to malmö I met my boyfriend and we went home. Earlier that day he had bought some candy from a” food festival”. And he told me that he had some candy at home. After a long night with alot of dancing I looked forwad to eat some candy 4 in the morning. My expectations was high. When we finally got home, I ran in to the kitchen and grabed the candybag and I swear, I´ve never seen such candy before. It was HUGE, some fudge or something. One piece was big like my hand so I couldent eat it! I really wanted to but I absolutely couldent…Ill try to take a picture of it later so you can se how big it was, sick!
Now I´ll take a walk with Saga, then the bed is calling my nameee….Good night!
Today I had to stay home from school because my dog is sick. She woke me up 5 times in the night and we had to go outside. She has some problem with her stomach , she´s verry sensitive and now I really dont know why she got that sick today. Well, I´ll hope she gets better soon!
I waffled my hair today…didn´t have that much to do. I had to stay home all day long with Saga so I was pretty bored. Thadaaa….this is the result, feels like I have an afro, haha, but i like it!
Right now Im preparing tacos. My love J will soon be here so now I have to go. Tomorrow my class is having a party in Kristianstad and it´s gonna be fuuun!
Finally im home after the exam in project management and it feels good! Hopefully I made it cuz I answered all the questions and I got a good feeling, but you´ll never know…
Well it´s nice that it´s over and next week we´ll start a new course, business economy.
About an hour ago i got the answer I didn´t want to hear. “Do you have a dog”, yes I do, “then sorry, you cant have the apartment”.
I dont understand, or yes I do understand that some landlords dont want people in their apartments because they have dogs that barks, destroys walls, floors and disturbs the neighbours, but ther´s a lot of people, like myself who has a well trained dog. She woulden´t even hurt an ant and if she ever barks she barks because she feels threathend and that´s me who´s trained her to do that. I dont think it´s right to be expel just because you have a dog. I think you should get chance show that your dog is friendly and have good manners. The thing i mostly unlike is that it´s not anything wrong with the dog, that usually people think when they meet an angry or aggressive dog, it´s someting wrong with the owner. The owner dont know their dog and they doesen´t see what the problem is. They just think that they got the angry one. Even a pitbull can be the friendlies dog ever and the best family dog, and all that depends on YOU! Some dogs need more training than others and it´s alot of work, so thats a good idea to think about before you buy a dog. Sadly there are some people who dont think about that, the just want that cute little puppy and then when the puppy grow up and they have their own will it´s not that cute anymore. I feel sad for those dogs who´s beeing treated like that, some people shouldent be allowed to have a dog.
Usually you get the dog when it´s just 8 weeks old, a little baby.You take it from it´s mom, which is the leader, and now You have to be that leader.The dog needs to feel that they´r in a pack. They need guiding and they need to feel like they are a part of the family, cuz it´s like a child. My dog is my little baby. She weighs about 40 kilo, but she´s still my little baby…=)
Yes…I have done my studying, my work-out in “Gerda” and even managed to watch Idol on tv tonight. Now I have some time over and ofcourse i´ll share some of my thoughts that´s been spinning around in my head today.
I wanna moooove, to a big apartment with a nice kitchen, a big livingroom, nice bedroom, big bathroom, well just a big apartment together with my love J and my dog. (by the way she´s my love too;)) I want a lot of wardrobes, hmm wonder why…shopoholic…me? nooo, i just love clothes and shoes!=D Well, i hope we find something soon where we can live together as a little family:)
Today i was thinking about the word love and how dificult it is to explain. The bottom thing about love is, in my point of view, something that just appere when you least expects it. When you´re out there looking for someone to love and someone who´ll love you back you sometimes force the feelings and you trick yourself to think that you´re inlove, when ít´s really just you fooling yourself. I belive that if you stop looking and just relax sooner or later the one will appear in you life, and trust me, you know when it´s right. But, when you finally meet the right one, that´s when the hard work begins. Many couples get too comfortable in their relationship. They dont appreciate each other, dont surprise each other, they stop trying new things together and some stop caring about their own looks and appearance just because they have a partner and they think that he/she will stay forever, but they wont…
I belive that you have to renew your relationship and it´s about give and take. Don´t ever let the sparks disappear…
Love is everything it´s cracked up to be. That´s why people are so cynical about it. It really is worth fighting for, risking everything for. And the trouble is,if you dont risk everything you risk even more…
Sorry….haven´t been writing here for a while now, been up to a lot of things.
This thursday we´ll have a examination in project management so there´s about 300 pages in our book to study and that´s what im doing tonight. Right now i just have a little break to clear my mind a bit.
Today I committed a sin…I baught a new pair of shoes and I love them. I´ve been longing for them for a while now so I just coulden´t see them standing there by themself in the shop. Here they are…
Earlier today I met my friend Marina. It was about three months since we saw each other and that´s just too long!! But time just flies and swish…then three months has passed. It´s crazy that time can fly that fast.
I was thinking about that today and why people sometimes wait for “a better time to come”. The time you have now is the most important cuz you don´t know what´s gonna happen tomorrow. And if you act like that you will stop yourself from developing and you´ll prevent yourself from doing the things you really want to do. Sometimes you may think that you don´t have the guts to do it, but screw that, if you wanna do it then just do it. Sometimes it can be hard, and i know what im talking about, belive me, but when it´s done, you feel damn good about yourself!! So dont ever say or think to yourself that you can´t do it, cuz you CAN, “Yes, we can!”
Well…now i´ve cleared my mind a bit so i´ll return to my fabulous book about project management!
Seeya! Oh…by the way, here´s a good song for you to enjoy…
We gathered at five pm in malmö at “Rönnen”. We all were in our groups, my group was the sweaty one. We got two papers filed with stuff that we should find all over Malmö city. Every group had their own camera to photograph everything we found. The things we should photograph was for example an old lady in a check skirt, a police officer standing on one leg, a duck, three guys with high heels, a dog eating ice cream and so on. Every photo was worth a certain point and the group who got the highest point was the winner. My group got the second place so we were pretty proud! So it was worth running around looking like maniacs for two hours=)
After that we played some games and mingled with the other class and had a great time.
Tonight i´ve been reading about 200 pages in my school book, so I’m a liiittle bit tired right now. Tomorrow i´ll upload a picture on my sweaty team so you can look at our marvelous outfits!
Just got home from the gym. Today we went to a step-up class and it was fun and sweaty! Tomorrow i´m going to be sweaty again. KM08 has arranged a school party for us (KM09) and we´re divided in groups and my group has the theme name sweatty! We will dress up like sweaty sport freaks so that will be fun…i hope?!
Probably we´ll play some games together with KM08 outside and then the party will go on inside.
Like I wrote some days ago me, my sister and my mom was on a flea market to sell some stuff from home. It went fairly good and we sold allot of stuff so it was worth it! Now i can by some new clothes for the money I got from the old clothes, but, i wont do that. Now when im a poor student I have to save my money so….I´ll think i´ll do that instead. (I feel proud of my self)
Today is a special day for me. Exactly one year ago, 31 of august 2008, I met my boyfriend for the first time. We clicked instantly and fell in love with each other. Here we are today, just as much in love, well, actually i think we´re more in love now when we have grown together and experienced many things together. I´m sure that we´ll grow old together and we will experience allot more in our life. I’m blessed to be in love with my best friend, cus he´s truly my best friend.
This Friday me and some classmates was invited to a fashion show in Copenhagen. We took the train from malmö to Copenhagen, walked all the way down to the end of ströget. Ströget is a long street filled with shops, cafes and restaurants and it took us about 30 minutes. When we finally hit the end of the street we didn´t know exactually where the street was that we were looking for so we asked a danish woman. She told us that we were completely wrong and we should go back the whole street againg, cus the street we were looking for was right next to the train station. We had five minutes before the fashion show should start. We hit two taxis and in five minutes we where there, ran in to the building stressed like never before and got our seats. Then the fashion show begun.
It was fun and inspiring to see all the cool clothes but the models was frightening skinny! That´s one thing i don´t understand with fashion. Why do they have to be that skinny? They look sick and some look like a ghost and i don´t think that´s pretty or attractive. Curves is beautiful!!
Well…after the fashion show we mingled and zipped on some wine then we left. We took the train back to Malmö and Me, Denise and Helena from my class went to “lilla torg” to sit down and chat and drink some wine=)
Me and Denise went to my boyfriends flat where he and some of his friends were hanging out. We played sing star and had a good time. After that we went to Club Honey and had an awesome time with allot of dancing and grinding haha
I had a really good day and night!
Here we are. All the girls who went on the fashion show=)
Yes!! Finally I´ve started to work-out again at the gym. After a long summer filled with good food, some nice summer-cocktails and relaxing on the beach it feels fairly good to be working-out again.
Me and my new training buddy Denise kicked our asses today at the boxercise, and it was FUN! I love when the work-out is fun, then you don´t want to stop and it feels like you can go on forever. One hour boxercise felt like 1 minute, and that´s the way work-out should be.
Earlier today i met my sister and here babygirl Ellen. We went to stadsparken in Lund to have a picnic. Ellen is my godchild and I’m sooo proud over here. She´s 9 months old and she all ready stands by here self and today she waved me goodbye for the first time. It´s amazing to see a little child grow so fast and see their features changing from week to week. I love to be a part of here life and i will be there during here growth from a baby to a young woman and when ever she needs me, i´ll be there…
Today I had to stay home from school because my dog is sick. She woke me up 5 times in the night and we had to go outside. She has some problem with her stomach , she´s verry sensitive and now I really dont know why she got that sick today. Well, I´ll hope she gets better soon!
